I came back home on a late night after entertaining my clients.
I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep soon.
When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned away to
the other side on the bed and was soon fast asleep again. She
brought up her divorce conditions. She didn't want anything from
me. However, I was supposed to give her one month's time before
divorce. During the month, we must try as far as possible to live
a normal life. Her reason was simple. Our son would finish his
summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our
marriage broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and
then asked me, "He Ning, do you still remember how I entered
our bridal room on the wedding day?" (Read Related : Wedding Quotes) I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed
loudly and thought it was absurd. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention
was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other like strangers.
Hence, when I carried her out of the bedroom on the first day,
we both appeared clumsy. Our son cheered and clapped behind us.
She closed her eyes and said softly. On the second day, both of us were more at ease with each other during the carrying process. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realised that I hadn't looked this intimately at her carefully for a long time. I realized she was no longer young anymore. There were some fine wrinkles on her face. (Read Related : Hot Love Story) On the third day, she whispered to me, "The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there." On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer. On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me about stuff around the house such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her with each passing day.
Perhaps, the workout everyday made me stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.
Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached
out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the
moment. On the last day, when I held her in my arms, I could hardly
move a step. Our son had gone to school. I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the
door. I was afraid any delay would make me change
my mind. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. When I passed by the florist on the way, I ordered a bouquet
of my wife's favourite flowers for her. The salesgirl asked me
to write the greeting words on the card. The Divorce Part 1 | 2
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